Did I Grow Up To Fast?

Have you ever felt like you had to grow to fast? Well I feel like I had to grow up entirely to fast. I grew up in a house with 10 people including me. My mother was gone most of time so I had to cook and clean because I was the second oldest. My older sis helped also but I always felt like I wasnt suppose to do all the those things so soon. Now I am glad I learned so early because I know how to do everything.

What's the meaning behind Lady Firefighter?

Well the meaning behind the name lady fighter is obvious, but if you would like to know how it came about I'll tell you. As I grew older I have always wanted to help someone whether it be in the medical or teaching someone. When I got in college, I thought I had made up my mind, "I wanted to be a pharmacist." Well like I said before thats what I thought I wanted, but things dont always go like we want so I changed my major. I started taking classes to work in Hemo Dialysis, and I worked in that field for a lil while to get over my fear of blood and needles, but everything is not for everybody. So I started a new trade "EKG" I liked doing this but my problem was staying awake because of the shifts they gave me. I tried to adjust but it didnt work out. Now im at a point in my life where I want to do something exciting. I work for a jewelry store and its ok, but its just something about waking up to call for HELP!!! Running to someones rescue and being able to say, "I risked my life to save you and I dont evn know you." I also just want to be able to wear the uniform, "There's just something about a women in uniform.:):):)........lol

Tired

Have you ever been so tired? Well just to let everyone who reads this know...I am! I have class everyday, three as a matter a fact then I have work right after class. Sometimes I wish that I didnt have to go to school, most of the time I wish that I didnt have to go work but things dont always happen like we want. Even though I feel doing these things give me a sense of responsiblity, they make me very tired of doing anything.