Fun!!!

Had a great time last night with my boo and my bestie CeCe and he boo kite...I love these guys we had a blast playing video games.....we played mortal combat the new version all night til I fell asleep on everyone.

Fall is here!!!

Im so excited, Fall is finally here. I love Fall because the weather is cool and warm so i get a mixture of all the season in one but I love it. Im also excited because today is the first day of the Fair YAY!!!!!!!!

Almost There

I am getting close to my firefighter job I passed my PT and my Assesment and now I just had my Standin Review and I think I did a good job. So firefighter class here I come.

Aero

I love to wear aero. Its just this laid back style that never faids. I wear aero like everyday its just so comfortable and rugged.

Feeling Empty

Has anyone ever felt so empty? I feel empty sometimes even though I have posssibly need. I have a job, I go to school and I have a significant other and I still feel empty. School is the first thing I have to report to in the morning then I have to go to work right after; I work alot too. So most of my day is spent at work, and around 9:30 I head home to sleep. I think sometimes that I might feel empty because I have the same routine everyday and nothing changes. Maybe I need some excitement.

Ugh guys!!!!

Im in a kinda relationship; I know it sounds weird. Its just he acts so demanding and im scard to say I will be your girlfriend even though it seems like were already go together. Well now he has this uncle in the hospital who he says is on his death bed, and I asked him could I come with him so I could be there him since he's always saying Im never there for me. Which I feel im always there for him but he keeps saying no you dont have to come because i dont want to you to see me crying. Well he took his friend whos a guy out there with him last time so i said you rather let a guy see you cry than a girl. He said yea which is so stupid, what guy wants another guy to see him cry?

Did I Grow Up To Fast?

Have you ever felt like you had to grow to fast? Well I feel like I had to grow up entirely to fast. I grew up in a house with 10 people including me. My mother was gone most of time so I had to cook and clean because I was the second oldest. My older sis helped also but I always felt like I wasnt suppose to do all the those things so soon. Now I am glad I learned so early because I know how to do everything.